Health and fitness is a touchy topic. Mostly because there are so many views of what determines how fit and healthy you are. However, among the various opinions and trends, there is one thing that is fairly consistent within the health and fitness fad:
The food we eat. The muscles we flex. How many of us are creating an image of health and fitness without truly leading a life of balanced wellness? At what point do our lifestyles go from balanced to obsessive?
I speak from experience. It took me years to actually become aware of the fact that I had disordered habits. Why? Because my actions were masked by the image of health. I was a runner, so obviously I was thin, right? Wrong. I was thin because I barely consumed enough calories to keep my organs functioning. On top of that, I excessively worked out, obsessively doing workouts throughout the day, especially after every meal.
If you looked at certain statistics, you could claim I was healthy. I was a fast runner. My fastest mile was 5:40. I could do movements like push ups and squats. But, I was far from healthy. Because I was so mentally unhealthy.
My physical activity was sparked by anxiety, stress, and the need to feel in control. What started as a hobby became an obsession. Fitness consumed my life.
If you were to look at my social media pages today, you would see pictures of my food, of my muscles, of my yoga poses. It’s a way to advocate for this life style change I’ve created for myself. Health and fitness is still a major part of my life, but in a very different way. I’m still an avid runner. I lift weights. I practice yoga daily. My love of fitness has not changed. What has changed is my perspective of it.
We assume that working out makes us stronger, faster and better. I went from running and doing body weight movements daily with no true nutrition to working out just 4 days a week. Yes, I hop on my mat and stretch daily, but I only do intense activity 4 days a week. Because that’s what keeps me balanced.
However, it’s not all about exercise. It’s so so so much nutrition (like literally, mostly nutrition). I don’t work out to eat…I eat to
work out live. I need proper nutrition to fuel my body. Not just for exercise, but for life. I went from consuming barley 1000 calories a day to a minimum of 2000+ and this is the best I’ve ever looked and felt.
None of this would be possible if it weren’t for balancing my mental health. I had to shift my perspective of my body before I could become passionate about taking care of it, respecting it. I meditate, I become aware of the thoughts and feelings around me. I listen to my body. I research and educate myself. I try new things.
So, among all the advice, the fads, discover what best fits you, mentally and physically. You can practice yoga all day physically without ever truly finding peace within awareness. You can flex day in and day out without ever having an ounce of respect for the strength your body demonstrates on the reg. Life is a journey. Your health and fitness can either enhance your growth or hinder it. Grow in your awareness of how you treat your mind, body and spirit as well as why you treat them this way.
Because what’s the point of going through life looking good without feeling good?