GUYS. IT’S NATIONAL RUNNING DAY!
So obviously I’m going to take the time to ramble about my relationship with running.
You see, running and me, we’ve come a L O N G (pun intended) way.
It didn’t always use to be this way. In fact, it used to be the exact opposite. I used to run because I didn’t honor my body. I ran to escape my mind. I ran because I felt like I had to.
I had very high expectations and very low self respect. I ran and ran and ran to prove to myself I was something. The (not so) funny thing about that is the more I tried to prove that something to myself, the higher my expectations were. These expectations were unrealistic, unhealthy and unattainable.
Eventually, I shifted away from running. I took the time to heal my body and my mind. I needed to build mental and physical strength. I knew that eventually I would return to running, and when I did, I’d run for the right reasons.
Now, my runs are my time to be mindful, to be aware, to embrace my surroundings. It’s the time to soak up the sights, the sounds, the scents around me and simply be. It’s my time to practice presence.
My runs remind me of my past. My body has overcome a major struggle. I don’t look at the past with regret. It simply is. And because it is the way it is, I am the way I am. My body is powerful because of it. I spent ten years being being guided by negativity and stress. I’m dedicating the next fifty+ to being surrounded by happiness, mindfulness and presence.
I run to honor my body and free my mind. Why do you run?